A.I.N

first things first , i don’t seek people’s attention on this. i can stand on my own. and i will. and even if someone or something brings me down. i’ll just get back up and look on the brighter side. because we only live once,and we have different paths so wherever it’ll take me, i will still be me. i may not show my true self and i may not care about people’s feelings in reality , but deep down i know how they feel and thts already good. time may change my attitude, but thts part of my life. i dont know about you. but it happened to me. i started to be open minded. i started to control my sensitiveness. it doesnt bother me if people talk behind my back , if i get bullied or so.. but it does not mean i dont take things seriously. i do. but i do it if it is necessary. and i really think tht people out there who feels insecure about how theyre living their life now or how people treat them , should really have some self confidence on themslvs. they should believe themselves that sometimes in life you really should depend on ur own. we just cannot think that we are weak. and we need someone by our side to support us. if you have friends , its already that good. you don’t need to have bestfriends forever . but i admit i do have a bestfriend. and she is really thoughtfull and takes friendship really worthy. but if you really depend and expect a lil bit too much from a bestfriend , that is also unfair for her to even think which friend comes first. now that ive treated everyone the same , it really gives me that ‘ouch’ if someone just said that i dont give a damn about him/her anymore. i did not even think for once of forgetting the old friends and spent time with new friends. see i knew this was coming. so i just had to stand up for myself and say that friends is friends. friends with different specialities. i dont believe in friends come and go. friends will be friends  even if they go for a long time , but when we grow up and see them again , they will still be named as friends . but then again its also everybody’s opinions and how they see it . different people have different mindsets. so im just sharing mine since its been a long time since i post something like this . u can say im a hppy go lucky girl or something but i still have ups and downs just not as much as how i used to last time. so yea im just sharing this. might not be a big deal though :) PEACE.